my consternation..

why does life give you something you asked or prayed for...when eventually once you’ve enjoyed the bliss you feel.. life would just take it away...just as easy as counting 1,2,3… why does life grant you bliss whenever you are in sorrow, where it can leave a greater damage if after sometime, life would just take it.. does it seems like.. life doesn’t want us to be happy..? What could be the perfect explanation for this controversy… why couldn’t people find the right equation or the missing piece of the puzzle.. to solve their dismay? They say that life is truly unfair.. and yet they believe that everything if life happens for a ‘reason’… Thus, what is this ‘reason’? where is this ‘reason’? For 6 years, I sit alone, thinking sharp thoughts and become as warm less as a glacial sun... I was trapped in this mist of confusion…blinded from what I thought could provide me contentment…but I guess I was wrong. I never did found the light in the tunnel.. and hence i wondered... will darkness always lifts the luminous acres of the space above? Or will I be able to experience life’s sweet and charming hours? I pray that this time...life will be different... I’ve been waiting for so long.. and now that i finally found it... im fell terrified...because i know that sooner or later.. you will just take it away.. just like before....i solicit not to do such an act...please don’t take it away from me... not now not ever..

mxchinitaz grooved at 4:31pm>
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Tuesday, August 09 2005

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hey guys!!!miz me??well i cant think of anything to say yet so just pls tag nalng kau!!today is jan 09 and right now im having a get together with my friends..[c anjo..c rhea..c rusty..c ivy..and c tracy] dapat were going to city center [mall] kaso i wasnt allowed to go out becoz walang kasama bro ko sa house eh exams pa nmn nila..so rhea suggested na d2 lng kami sa house magkitakita..nice noh? ka rating lang kc ng sister[pwend] ko galing bakasyon from USA..
okay so enjoy!

mxchinitaz grooved at 10:30pm>
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